a letter to my teenage son who hates me

They need to learn for themselves, and thats how its supposed to be. Its best to enter a relationship trying to enhance the other persons life vs having a list of expectations they are expected to meet. They will flounder and suffer. We have 2 ears & 1 mouth for a reason. Usually, when theres a sudden change in a persons behavior, there may have been an incident or a trauma that is causing it. If your loved one has been diagnosed with mental illness, theres a few things you can do to help them and yourself in little ways. WebDear Your Teen: My son just turned 16. Kind of like your sister. Alexis Hansen, LCSW. For my birthday this year I just asked for everyone to write me a letter about a memory of me. You love your teen because they were once your baby, and even though they can seem cold, moody, and sometimes downright mean, your teenloves you underneath it all and they do NEED you. Its true that by doing good for yourself, it takes power away from them. So its going to be tough for you to show them that youre not. If your child was always an honor roll student and their grades suddenly took a dive, then thats an indication that the trauma took place at that time. Which is only a few years away. The best thing to do is put more space between what YOU want and what SHE wants. I do whatever she nees at the drop of a hat. Then the switch got flipped and now she sees herself as a mental mess because of what her father and I did. hates Not big questions or conversations. We are all a part of the universe (like a drop of water is a part of the sea) and we will all go back into the universe once we expire. Hugs and Love sent your way! Her dog beats up on smaller dogs so she has worn out her welcome at all the local in home doggy daycares. Do you think tough love is going to fix this? If you get expelled from school you have to pay for driving school (duh). I am so angry she died and took my relationship with my son with her. If you cant find the withdrawal process TOGETHER on the website, tell him that you need to make an appointment with the Vice Principal (VP) to find out what you both need to do. And a 2 weeks absence definitely doesnt make the heart (his) grow fonder. Its Renes time! Its not our jobs as parents to save them. message grown themeseries In school, we are given a lesson and then given a test. Ive also noticed that I now have more friends than Ive had since I was a little girl. In her senior year she came home and announced she was going into the military. We had no choice in the matter. Even if he were to drop out of school, still not fatal, so no intervention needed on your part. Good luck!!! She has probably saved my relationship with my daughter. Only ask for clarity or for an example. Your teen is in agonizing pain over something. Treat yourself to something you enjoy, regularly. What really draws them back in is when they see that your not some loser Mom that has nothing else to live for. My 17 yr old daughter is so hurtful to me, she gets up and leaves the room when I walk in, she talks to me like dirt. I know I have Instilled the right values in them, they make good decisions and are great kids. Understand that although it feels personal it is not. In life, we are given a test that teaches us a lesson. Always move in the direction of what makes you happy. You could get a table fountain for their room that trickles water, maybe get one of those sand meditation gardens, an ant farm or a rain stick. And show them how important mental health is to all people, even parents. Depending on the age where the trauma(s) occurred, they could be stuck at that mentality level. We need to listen 95% and talk 5% and choose your words very carefully. Dear MFS, You saying that you cant act more loving and caring towards other people IS malarkey! Tomorrow is not promised. After all, he did still love me when I was at my worst so confusing that he hates me now when I am trying my hardest to be better. Put down that anchor and weather that storm. Think of the big picture. Theres much bigger issues to focus on. She cant understand it, and she wants her baby back. HARD. sometimes on my weekend he wants to see his friends,,,it is hard as i look so forward to evey cherished moment. Hang in there. When did it become okay to allow such disrespectful behavior. If I have a brief good time with my daughter, perhaps a shopping trip (always on her terms), I know its not the light at the end of the tunnel, but perhaps it is a light to make the darkness of the tunnel less unbearable. We are 100% in control of our thoughts and emotions. Spirituality is accepting everything the way it is. If hes not ready to share, respect that. She has even facetimed me a half dozen times. Fortunately she was doing well in school and well behaved, so it was kind of containable at home but unbelievably awful to live with. At least now I have my own outlets so my soul is not always being crushed by them. This is ALL a part of the life process and is supposed to be this way. At least 1-2 hours before you retire to bed at night, sit in a quiet place with a candle lit. I wrote a comment a about a year ago. He should be able to take a train ride by himself. One step at a time. Our children dont owe us anything. Do NOT speak to the school counselor! You have come so far. She was licensed last year in May, got a car, wrecked it in 4 days, it was totaled, got another, she has been in 4 accidents, smokes weed constantly. If going outside is impossible right now because of a diagnosis, you have to bring the outdoors inside. Within two months of meeting him she moved in with him. Children dont know if they can trust us enough to be vulnerable (this is normal). She told me, and this is a gift, that she wont tell me anything if she thinks shes going to get a lecture. thank you for the support, with the help of family and my daughters school things have got a lot better and our home is once again peaceful :), update..me and my daughter now get on amazingly well..her school helped me be able to sit down and talk to her so we were able to find out what was wrong and causing her to act the way she was..and with suggestions from my mum and friends as well like getting into the music she likes..its actully pretty good.. (im a fan girl at 39 hehe) but in truth its given us something thats pulled us back together..i hope this helps any of you..try and talk and try and find something you have in common..if not then just try and keep an open mind to things they are intrested in..weather this keeps working i dont know but i am alot more hopeful of the future now. Sometimes you have to tell them the truth. As parents its so easy to blame ourselves, and people can forever tell us to keep strong boundaries, but when they are offloading all their crap onto us, really all we can do is be there for them. Maybe theres a bully targeting him? But since its a private school requiring term notice for early withdrawal. Deciding to have a child shouldnt be taken lightly. When you mention this, remember to tell him over and over that you want what he wants but theres protocols you both need to follow to do this right. If things get heated, take a break, and try to resume when you both are calm again. So true. Her future awaits and yet whats going to happen, I have no clue. Only talk to and hang out with people that make you feel good about yourself. Soyeah. 6. Just because you have the money to support him the rest of his life, doesnt mean you should. :) I have found this group to be very helpful especially with my current situation with my 17-year-old son. I represent the reminder of who he still is or could be, and he cant stand being reminded. You need to take care of YOU and he will follow eventually. That goes for them doing that to you as well. ..he saidya UT I did not think you would do it..or at least everything..just like that. And almost impossible challenge But we also need to accept our limits, our failures, our imperfections. DR, do you think writing to the principal to tell his intention of dropout is a kind of acting behind him? My son told me last time he want me to notice school by the end of this term. Im almost numb from so muchI always thought of myself, despite my own anxiety and depression, as someone who deep down retained at least some hope that life could change and get better; that I could change and be better. I dont think its too late for you if you truly want to be a full fledged happy life. Thanks for an article filled with advice thats helpful not only to mothers but also to teachers of teenagers. I have joined several Meet up groups and made a ton of new friends. Teenagers are people now so they have choices. Im not sure but I dont think teenagers are supposed to pick where the family lives. The outcome we should get used to praying for, is the highest good for all involved. Be kind to yourself. And then go back and remember who you are. Or maybe you never learned how to do this properly give support and love in all your previous lives? As a single parent, myself, I know we second guess ourselves and our sense of inadequacy can be exploited. And he has been doing online learning mode at home. My wish for all humans is that they are a full fledged life all on their own. He couldnt stop crossing the line. Im sorry you are going through this! We too are persons, and we have needs and feelings. Fear is imprisonment and is no way for anyone to live. This is NOT who he is and who he is meant to be. Do you want your child visiting you out of obligation or because they cant wait to see you? I can see both of you are great mothers. Meet new people and get involved in your community. Couldnt keep a steady job and was homeless most of his life (when my parents would kick him out). Respect her wishes and refrain from touching her. Fingers crossed. dont all teens hate their parents at some point? It hurts so bad, more so because of my depression. It probably has nothing to do with you. We all have that same choice. I was just crying because I found out through the grapevine that my 18 year old daughter got a promotion in the Navy and never told me. I offered to move to the state where he was, so he could continue to live with my dad and sister, but by that point hed decided he hated them too but I guess was maybe feeling the strain of having to be on better behavior with them. Thank you so much, Hilly and DR. DR, I am going to read your story over and over, as that was about the most inspirational thing Ive read since I started spending half (or more) of my down time at work and home frantically researching what to do about a depressed, angry teen who is growing more and more distant (so, like a year and a half). She can see how much it hurts me but doesnt seem to care. To see this, we must be open to all possibilities and be 100% willing to look inside and do the work. It happened almost overnight. This one, all you do is live in the past and you miss out on the unlimited possibilities life has to offer today. Sometimes we lose ourselves. They think their lives are worth preserving. Kim, I said, because you are a teenager and thats what teenagers do. This is a kick in the butt saying, its our time again. Journal your thoughts after tough conversations. She has explained some grievances she has, mainly that we live in the country so she cant walk to shops or friends houses, we have given her a lot less money than her school friends, and we are validating her feelings and trying to find compromises. Life is an ever evolving process. If you have a chance to make things right, order will be restored (thats a blessing in itself). Your daughter says she needs more nurturing from you. How do I chip away at getting back to where we were (which was normal teen behavior, lots of time on his own and figuring out letting out the rope, but we could still find times to connect , the car, the dinner table, but right now it is complete shut down school and back to his room with no words.)? Do I have to stop liking it because you like it? Please do not contact anyone else behind his back because it will only make things worse. It may take lots of time. Its important that our feet are firmly planted on the platform as they go upppp and doooowwwwn and around and around and aroundeventually, the roller coaster will stop. You are not alone, there are so many mothers like you we should have a group to encourage each other and pray for our children. She saved me from so many negative experiences by having rules and expectations, but she also pushed me away by being emotional and reactive to my teen antics. Its human, its life and its ok. Parents are not perfect, and we should not expect our children to be perfect. And one Im paying for, no less. She screams at me that I like seeing her upset, which is so not true. Its up to them now to be good people and respectful of you. This is your 2nd chance to be the parent every child dreams of. You have to commit to addressing everything that bubbles up. This is what we need to find out. For mental well-being, we NEED to connect with nature every day or at least every week. I have been ambivalent or annoyed by their existence for as long as I can remember and just want to move ON WITH MY LIFE. HELP! And, like them, you dont have to do anything you dont want to either. I dont know if his intent was to kill off any last shred of trust I had in him, but thats how things are working out. Hes not a farther- more like a stranger. My husband & I made a pack that we would NEVER say, your Dad/Mom told me this or never bring up anything that was discussed if she tells us something that we already knew, act like we are hearing it for the 1st time. Its time to loosen up your dislikes, be completely open and give whatever you are doing your full attention. Youre doing great CoralBlue! Engage him in conversation about what his plans are after graduating high school. Their needs are just as important as ours. We all tend to enter a relationship with needs and expectations. But instead, it can just be the accumulation of not being there moments, the accumulation of him feeling low self esteem from me constantly nagging, did you brush your teeth, did you bathe, did you do your homework, get off the computer and do your chores, thats a fascinating story but we have to transition out the door can you please just put on your shoes and coat so you dont miss the bus, and if you studied harder you could have had an A instead of a B, or if you did not forget to hand in 10 homework assignments you would have had an A instead of a B. We should pick our battles carefully. This is not about appeasing him and catering to his every need so he loves you again. We are 100% in control of our thoughts. I quit my executive job and got a part time measly job close to home and my daughters school, so I can dedicate as much time as possible to being a good Mom. They can not isolate themselves because they will just fall farther & farther down the pits of depression and loneliness. Hi, I am going through **** with my 18 year old daughter, who is a senior. He hates me now. So, the only way to stop obsessing is to find your own life and dive into it. i have a 12 year old daughter and just had the worst night ever with her. Yes, Im a terrible mother. It seems people are more ok if they have a friend that is gay but if its their child, its the end of the world? I have never loved the child i gave birth to. This is so we can listen twice as much as we talk. Maybe Im giving too much. Solitude will expedite this process so keep doing what you are doing! I have twin 17 year old girls. I kind of am pathetic, I guess. Look for fiber rich & nutritious 5 star recipes online, get the ingredients and ask your loved one to help make them. Or, you could finance a portion with a monthly payment to get them in the habit of paying bills. That way they develop the skills they need to navigate future issues. He will see that we learn our appropriate lessons. This is your child and if you were responsible for their downfall, you should want to do anything in your power to make things right. Also the reason i hate him is because of what he did when i was younger, him and mom my got in a fight and he packed all my stuff and threw it in the trash ( you might think im lying but i watched him pull my stuff out the bin.) And the worst part of this teenager situation it is like coming home after a long day of work to your abusive husband, and you still have to make dinner for him, knowing he will either give you the silent treatment or start telling you how terrible you are and storm into his room and slam the door, and then you still have to clean up after, go to bed and get up the next day and go to work. We shouldnt try and save our children from the wisdom they will earn from making bad decisions or mistakes. I guess it takes even longer) Best wishes and thank you for your encouragement. He had more money and resources and took them away. I will definitely apply what Ive learned in reading your experiences and suggestions. Especially, when our creator is in charge of our punishment. Its a very scary and strange in-between time. Knowing this before we get pregnant is crucial. Its more perfect than I ever imagined. The same goes for parents. But I did see some changes during these days. I would suggest starting off by reading the book Why Youre Stuck by Derek Doepker. Heres a quicker video that tells you how to be in control of your thoughts. So many of us didnt automatically appreciate the life that has been given to us. Or, now, that my sister suggests, since he is living with her as of 2 weeks ago. But he has always shown respect when at my house he is calm and always follows house rules. 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